the secret speech.

helo peopleeee .
ughh now face a big troubleeee.
why must this happen to me ? err tape syakirrr, be strong .em
no place to share with , but thankss god for giving me the most understanding friends
eh sorie guys , i mean besttttttfreennnnn (:
today i've shared with my besttfrenn and yess thank you for listening guyss (:
i think this is the worst thing ever happen in my life . for the momentlaaa
like i always said , setiap yg brlaku mesti ade hikmahnye en ?
ohh Allah, i'm toooo weakk to face this fate . but thankss for making me strong !
let me solve this alone . thankss for giving me support , i do appreciate that guyss.
u guys always make me laughh , smile and cheer me up.
ramai sgt utk di listkan . you guys is the best thing ever happen in my whole life.
saaayyyyaaaaaaaaannggg koraaaannnnnnnnggg ! yeah i noe its sound gedik but do i care ? Haha
i have a problem with , em
dont have to mention the name
it is hurt me deeply .
its hard for me to forgive but i have too.
why meeee ??
em, thats all for now.
take careee !
the end.

a wish for you.

Happy birthday to you , Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Alya , Happy birthday to you. (:
yess today , 22nd June
and today she is fifteen
haha, tue da kaooo . :DD
hopefully ur rezeki is not expensivee, cheap2 jela oke? Haha
ur ageee will be longerrrr and longerrrr and longerrr, amin ~
oke then,
have a really nice birthday oke ?
if kite meet i bg present oke ? *Mcm ade je. Haha
take caree
the end.

*her name is not alya but alia. yela alia en cam kampung je. HAHA. jk

innocent mage.

heloo people (:
sehat?
a week after holiday and a week da skula.
when i visited to my friend's blog.
byk yg keco2 dieorg punye marks
taula lg tggi dr aku ! Haha
okee my result is not good as you (:
but i've did a lot of improvement!
let see ,

mathematic - 50
science - 55
english - 55
acc - 47
pen. islam - 64
bahasa melayu - *not so sure. sorie
add math - later
eko. asas - later
sivik - later
sejarah - 28

yeah i failed my sejarah
i dun noe how to do an essay.
next time i'll do better !
yess there is no A in my result
and i noe u'll laugh to see my result
i'm not genius like u bitch !
sekurang-kurangnye aku cube en?
btw, i can play three cheers for five years by mayday parade ! Haha
i'll upload my video soon !
oke then
take care ? (:
the end.

new breath again.

heloo people !
today is the frst day at skula after 2 weeks having a fcuking boring holiday. Haha
oke prhimpunan, tapena best. haha
oke frst period is agame , we did an ice breaking with our new practical teachers ustazah ..
em, ntah. Haha
then math , dpt paper 2 aku dpt 47/100 . haha
almost halfla en? Haha
after , english .
new practical teacher jugak. name die em, Haleeda
shes quite hot jugak kot. Haha
shes mix, half ibanesse n half malay. sarawakian en? Haha
we do same like agama td.
then bm, uhh kne salen byk ohh.
after that
addmath or in other name is tido ti8me. Haha
oke i'm sleepy when learning add math. so tido jela.
then balek, lepak medan.
ahh dalame ta chill2 dgn my bestfren. ajim,zaf,emira,amy n hanis.
rndu korg ! haha
then pg library , me, ajim n emira. zaf kne practise drama.
yela tukang sound effect en. haha
eh zaf potong rmbut ! lawak ohh . Haha
kne pakse en? ape na bwat.
kte senaseb zaf. Haha
oke then. tata
the end.

angel and demon.

heluuu peoplee .
whoa 4.30am already n still can't sleep
i've tried to sleep but my eye is veryyveryy notyy ! HAHA
maen game till 3 ta tido jugak
bassing , 3 lagu jee tabule tdo jugak . aihhh
so i decide na on n blogingg . Haha
uhh a few hours later goodbye kl .
i'm totally unexcited. dun noe why
maybe i still can't forget the past. aihh what should i do now ? somebody please. hm
i'm going to explode , uhh
need someone that really understand me , yess i admit that i'm jealous with him/her and i'm suppose not doing that
*err btul ke ape yg aku tulis? i'm weak in englishh. soriee .
i love but i hate but i still love . weird rite? Haha
like emira told me "be strong syakir" n that is the only way to get out from this fcuking problems
unfortunately , i'm not strong enough , im syill weak . those people saying that i'm weak , oh thanks n do i care? i'm too sensitive? yess , so what?
i'm not such a hypocrite person ! nobody perfect rite?
i love myself . i'm syakirr ! i've my own identity , own space n own world . so please backoff LOSER ! come on dude , kaw tu pun bukan bagos sgt ! pakai otak la babi !
uhh sorie guys , i'm just wanna throw out all of my pain .
guys , advice needed .
we are good for something , we just haven't found it yet , when we need it
thanks for lend me ur time to read mine .
really appreciate that . thank you sooo fucking much !
the end.
*soriee , i noe i'm not good in english, any spelling or grammar mistake, do correct me oke?fyi, last exam i failed in english . HAHA

taste of life.

heluuu people (:
sorie guys, da lame ta update en?
i just can't handle my problems alone
n yess thankss to all my frens that do support me
really appreciate that guys !
ohh this holiday is worst holiday kot for a moment la.
ta hang out pun , yela masingmasing ade hal en
oke this coming sunday i'll away to penang to my auntie's house till thursday



ohh yeah today is 5th June
or in other word
today is zaf n emira 's day. haha
happy aniverrsary korg .
even a month pun , it still veryyyyy awesome. Haha
congratssssssss !
hopefully happy n bahagieeee selaluuu okee?
dun fight2 . HAHA
cepat2 dpt anak :DD
emira , u must be proud sbb ade org tht really2 love u
kau pun same zaf ! Haha
i'll pray for ur happiness oke?
oke then
the end.